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etsuko_usagi

January 4th, 2007

Lyrics for someone

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It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be the mother to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

Lovely girl you're the beauty in my world
Without you there aren't reasons left to find

And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste god
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart

Drinking mercury
To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time
We must never be apart

And you'll always be my whore
Cause you're the one that i adore
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty in you I taste god
We must never be apart

October 10th, 2006

SO its been a while since my last posty update..not like there needed to be one but its almost 2 am and I'm not sleepy in the least + I need to rant in some form. SO we will label this excursion in biographical prose "The Bad, the Good, and the Meh".
The Bad...
Well so far, school has been well for me. I'm doing fair in my classes, making many friends, and enjoying the dorm life, but some things this nice-ness don’t last very long. It started when my AC in my dorm room started acting up. I held off for a day or two just to see if it really needed immediate repair, before a friend of mine finally convinced me to put out a message to the dormitories maintenance crew. Well the next day I went to class as usual, expecting for my AC to be fixed when i got back in. I headed back to my room after classes (around 3:30 pm), and saw my brother (witness) who decided to come hang out with me for a bit. We walked into my room, only to see my trashcan knocked over and trash all over the floor. I was a little stunned at this and began to inspect the rest of my room ignoring the AC for the moment. Everything was still in its place besides my bathroom (which I closed my door before I left that morning, because I hang unmentionables on the towel rack), which was completely wide open, with my shower curtain pulled from the rung. Needless to say I was furious. Whomever came in to fix my AC fucking destroyed everything else. It was only then that I decided to actually check the AC to see if they even fixed it.... they did. SO for trash strewn about and ripped shower curtains and exposed laundry, I was able to have the AC in my room again...
On to the other "Bad"...
I had to get rid of my pet rats today. Yes, it was wrong on my part to keep animals in my room, but to be fined 25$ and asked to make an appointment for a "disciplinary meeting" is ludicrous. I'm pissed for the fact that supposedly its become a fad now for anyone to fucking march into my room without a reason or 24 hour notice, and just go paper happy and leave pink slips on my bed. SO tomorrow...er today I will be making this meeting and telling them oops for my pets, but I will definitely let them know my disapproval on their lack of social skills and encroachment on privacy.

For the Good...
I think my social life is back to speed. Due to my recent love interests and lack there of, I have managed to gain back my independence as well as my self worth. I have started talking to someone, who I really enjoy spending time with. I don't like making pre-judgments on any one situation, but I hope things continue down a positive path. She is a really sweet person from what I know so far, and I think things could definitely blossom with time. Heres hoping ^^
Also, my sister will be visiting this October, more or less like a final trip to see the fam before moving to Ireland with her husband. I'm soo super excited to see her before she goes, and even more so, at the fact that she will be living in one of the most gorgeous places in the Uk (opinion) She helped raise me, and since she won't be in the states during Thanksgiving and what not, there will be wining and dining no doubt, squee!
And Finally, the Meh...
I have been seriously thinking about places to move to towards the end of my college career. My mother and I have actually sat down and looked at books of places that may be interesting, if not catering to my field of study in terms of jobs (which by the way, has been switched to Photography, and minor in Painting). I of course chose a place that I've always wanted to go to, and have heard nothing but wonderful things about, Alaska. For a photographer there are quite a number of job opportunities in the more urban cities of Juneau (1st choice) and Anchorage (not too fond). I've been looking at rental homes and apartments for Juneau and Fairbanks and have actually come across a few nice places. I'm only hoping for better results as time wears on, but who knows..in 2 years I may not even care, and with friendships and more in the works I may not want to leave so far away <3
I'm quite ashamed I have let myself go for so long without whining, but this should last me for a few weeks at least.
-Becca (Mreow)

September 12th, 2006

First and foremost...

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So this is my first entry for livejournal. I am horrible when it comes to keeping track with things of this nature. I remember a long while back I had an account with "Deadjournal" thinking I was cool and what not, and i kept up with that pretty often, but as of currently (the last 6 or so years) I haven't dabbled much in the likes of blogging. I think I will keep up with this though. I'm more interested in it, and i find that in between writing and working on projects that i really don't have much to do besides downloading pirated goodies. I've a Myspace and a Facebook, if anyone is interested in adding me. Also I have yahoo and Aim as far as messengers go. I don't think many people will really add me here, unless I add them first, because I knew them already, but hey you never know. keeping in touch is still a good thing. As far as news worthy information goes, I am finished with my first Essay for the 2006 fall sem. It is pretty good giving the topic and the amount of space my professor is giving us to run with. If anything it will procure a C. hmm, relationship wise, still single, not excited or upset, just kind of waiting, there are a few people I have an intrest in, but like always we shall see how things go. I'm not one for making rash decisions, even though I seem completely impatient. My birthday is coming up, next tuesday. I'm looking forward to that. I enjoy being with my family, and who knows I might have something the following weekend just for my friends. I can't throw a party worth a hill of beans so I may or may not do this. O ther than the obviously stated, I'm doing well. I'm about to go lay down, and then wake up at 6 for my early class, hoorah. Leave me a message sometime.
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